Alyss is a blind seer so naturally I sought her out right away for help and advice with my problems.
Task number one was better control of my power. She did a vision for me drawing the person that could help me with my power. She drew herself, think about that for a minute.
If you are thinking "con artist" good, your survival instincts are coming back. You would also be completely wrong in this case.
Turns out she was the worst haggler in the city, she didn't want me to pay her, because clearly the reading was wrong. She said that she couldn't possibly be the one to help me. It turns out that she has crippling self doubt, she is selfless, and fearless to a fault.
In trying to figure out how my power worked with her we tried a few things. Leading in with vision failed to make a connection, Leading in with sound works, Establishing a link then letting go of control completely is a horrible idea. It brought forth her primary fear of shadowy entities called The People. I still don't know much about them, and frankly I doubt she knows much about them. She just knows they are out to get her. I wonder if it is like Wraith, connected to her power somehow. I just hope I never see them again.
There was a point where I tried a treatment with a transfiguration shop to get rid of Wraith. I could banish her but it weakened my other telikinetic power and brought up some really crazy side effects including blacking out and talking like someone else. I have no idea if this will resonate with you but a key phrase from that state was "Right as rain" I have no idea why, but even typing that out sends a cold chill down my spine.
I was weak, confused, and frankly scared. She nursed me back to health and even shared her bed with me. Nothing happened, she is very innocent, and I was not going to take advantage of that.
Since then there was an incident where I dropped a card from her Tarot Deck and it turned out to be The Tower. The picture is of two people falling from a crumbling building, and it means disaster. Since pulling that card she has looked out for me like no one else has ever done. She was warm kind sweet and affectionate in a very innocent way.
I don't know if your emotions will follow the same path mine did, but I was really falling for her. Listen I know I am just a bunch of text on a screen right now and frankly I don't know if you really care for how I felt with who, but please look out for her. I just know her lack of fear for anything but the people could lead to trouble . . . and though she didn't say the tower was about two people. I have the feeling the disaster is for the two of us.
Shit happens, get used to it. I have a bit of an update on this one. I was telling her about my customers for visions, yea I know, none of her business, but I was falling for her remember? So I was telling her about them and detected a hint of jealousy. So before anything became any more serious I let her know that I was dating a couple of people. She ran out the door, literally, apologizing like she had done something wrong. I asked if I would see her again, she dodged the question.
Who knows, it might be for the best I was falling madly in love with Chloe.
It still hurts to think about, even if what Alyss and I had stopped being romantic, I wish we still had something.
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Date: 2012-03-21 12:42 pm (UTC)Task number one was better control of my power. She did a vision for me drawing the person that could help me with my power. She drew herself, think about that for a minute.
If you are thinking "con artist" good, your survival instincts are coming back. You would also be completely wrong in this case.
Turns out she was the worst haggler in the city, she didn't want me to pay her, because clearly the reading was wrong. She said that she couldn't possibly be the one to help me. It turns out that she has crippling self doubt, she is selfless, and fearless to a fault.
In trying to figure out how my power worked with her we tried a few things. Leading in with vision failed to make a connection, Leading in with sound works, Establishing a link then letting go of control completely is a horrible idea. It brought forth her primary fear of shadowy entities called The People. I still don't know much about them, and frankly I doubt she knows much about them. She just knows they are out to get her. I wonder if it is like Wraith, connected to her power somehow. I just hope I never see them again.
There was a point where I tried a treatment with a transfiguration shop to get rid of Wraith. I could banish her but it weakened my other telikinetic power and brought up some really crazy side effects including blacking out and talking like someone else. I have no idea if this will resonate with you but a key phrase from that state was "Right as rain" I have no idea why, but even typing that out sends a cold chill down my spine.
I was weak, confused, and frankly scared. She nursed me back to health and even shared her bed with me. Nothing happened, she is very innocent, and I was not going to take advantage of that.
Since then there was an incident where I dropped a card from her Tarot Deck and it turned out to be The Tower. The picture is of two people falling from a crumbling building, and it means disaster. Since pulling that card she has looked out for me like no one else has ever done. She was warm kind sweet and affectionate in a very innocent way.
I don't know if your emotions will follow the same path mine did, but I was really falling for her. Listen I know I am just a bunch of text on a screen right now and frankly I don't know if you really care for how I felt with who, but please look out for her. I just know her lack of fear for anything but the people could lead to trouble . . . and though she didn't say the tower was about two people. I have the feeling the disaster is for the two of us.
Shit happens, get used to it. I have a bit of an update on this one. I was telling her about my customers for visions, yea I know, none of her business, but I was falling for her remember? So I was telling her about them and detected a hint of jealousy. So before anything became any more serious I let her know that I was dating a couple of people. She ran out the door, literally, apologizing like she had done something wrong. I asked if I would see her again, she dodged the question.
Who knows, it might be for the best I was falling madly in love with Chloe.
It still hurts to think about, even if what Alyss and I had stopped being romantic, I wish we still had something.